Bogged Down
Lately it seems like one thing after another. I’ve been wanting to post but at the same time I’m tired of feeling like I complain all the time. So I say nothing.
Work isn’t as stressful as it was, I think messing up once kinda made me breathe a little easier. Needing a new car, having to deal with lawyer stuff, still not having any damn money despite having received a raise in pay is stressing me out. My teeth hurt, my back hurts, my head hurts (gotta love allergies), and it all just makes me so tired I can’t stand it.
Tweeky is currently on his way to me. Naturally I am happy about this. At the same time, in just over a week, my kids will be off with their daddy for most of the summer and I know after the initial “Yay peace and quiet!” I’m going to miss them in a way that can best be described as “emotionally crushing”. I can’t stand when they aren’t with me for a day no matter how irritated they make me. Almost two months is going to kill me.
I also found out with no time whatsoever to work on the problem that my son has been complaining of back problems in PE all year long. He has mentioned it from time to time but usually when it no longer hurts so I assumed it was the usual straining of the muscles from all the playing. I didn’t even know he was missing things in PE because of it. If I’d known that, I’d have known it was more serious than strained muscles. Now I can’t take him to the doctor before he leaves, and I have to leave it up to him. He was required to get insurance on them and I’m sure he hasn’t changed that yet just because I now have insurance. I’ll have to check of course. It bothers me which is why I’m up at almost 11pm despite being tired and having taken headache medicine that should have helped me sleep. meh
And all I have to say about Lost is…damn them all to hell. (The writers that is.)
